Can or Cannot?

Assalammualaikum, to dearest dior amor, friends, family, budak yang tengah makan nasi, mak yang tengah rotan anak, bapak yang isap rokok, anak dara yang tengah berangan, anak teruna yang tengah tengok Naruto, SPM candidates yang tengah hafal formulas, PMR candidates yang tengah buat revision, yang racist, agist, friendsist, dan lain lain.

   So, since i am 16years old (well according to my birthday, im still 15. but... biaq pi lah), aka Form 4 student,  i should start making a plan for my entire life, specifically. well, that's what OUR parents thought. dah kena ada matlamat dan blabla. but, think again. we should... but for me, my only matlamat for this year is; to survive from being scolded by my teachers for not siapkan my homework$ 

Ni sikit je, kalau letak SEMUA , alamatnya, blog aku dapat award "Blog Paling Memualkan"

  these are my lists of what i want to achieve when im... older ? :-)

SPM; 8As .

  Well, ya, saya tahu saya sepatutnya ada matlamat dapat 9As+++++ tapi alah... ukur kain di badan sendiri. hehe. My target for SPM is 8As 1A-, i hope my A- is not Bahasa Melayu. i was so shocked when i checked my results for PMR, my B is bahasa... i rarely get B (ceh ayat poyo  mintak kaki, mintak Expecto Potranum, mintak Stupify, mintak Ej Bolo Yutusis) ni mesti belajar tak berkat. homework ? ke lautttttt. hehe.

  Kak Anoi (my aunt) said, kalau dapat 4As, 5B tapi yang As tu; Physics, Chemistry, Addmaths, Bio lagi orang respect, so.... paling aku harap BM aku dapat A++++++++ pelis la. 

  I have a question, boleh ke aku achieve target aku, IF, aku tak buat homeworks ? i guess so... lets take a break, and refer to Nik. Dia ? pandai. Dia? malas. Aku? pun. Tapi? dia pmr stret A. Acano? main Sudoku. Eh? Lu pikir sendiri.

  Tapi aku yakin dengan tips Cikgu Azwa; DUIT 

• Doa
• Usaha
• Ikhtiar
• Tawakal

  Aku juga yakin dengan tips yang aku dengan nik pernah reka

 "Buat latihan sampai faham, kalau faham, tak payah buat homeworks"

hihihihi

Masuk Kolej Matrikulasi/ Buat A-level

  Well, i always hear people says "Masuk metriks, memang stressed gilor babong" ya la... imagine, they have only 1year or 2years, to cover their study and syllabus. poor my sis, Zaty. and, last year, i had this one home tutor who actually was a matriks student, she said that "Masuk matriks macam masuk sekolah menengah"
 Matriks kan, cuti pun sekijap. lepastu takada apa ya... sijil  eh? but from my perspective, matirks ni bagus, sebab dia shorten the period nak ambil Degree, lepastu... kahwin. eh. hehehe

  buat A-level tu pun satu hal... you know, my sis ada buat conclusion or i say; a stereotype. Kaklong  Zaty kata, budak yang masuk UiTM Puncak Alam tu pandai pandai budaknya. hurhur. i do have some kenalan there, masa ambil license coaching, ada ramai gak ah budak sana pun ambik. yang aku ingat Hidayah, dia study Nutrition.
(tiba tiba aku rasa aku dah menyimpang dari topik lain ke topik lain)

 ah lantaklah, yang aku tahu aku nak belajar hingga ke menara gading, lepastu naik menara pelamin. luls.

I, also, want to get 4Flat for my examinations di unibershiti (ala ala Wak Jono shepeaking) ye la.... kalau dapat pointer rendah, acano nak capai hasrat yang bawah ni. heheh


Study abroad

  Well,  since i was in Form2, i have this target which i dont know if I am able to achieve or not... nak Study  kat somewhere in Europe.

  I... actually confused about my ambition... Aku nak jadi scientist pasal universe, tapi... it sounded like.. an Andartu who spends her lifetimes studying about universe and hoping she can actually lepak with some cool aliens... er.

  Nak jadi peguam, (OK this is myyyyyyyy interests) tapi kena hafal laws macam hafal al-Quran. surah Al-Baqarah pun belum hafal :-( Eh tapi kan, hehehe. i can study this in Harvard eh, ? tapi aku nak jadi peguam Syariah.......... ah this is frustrating. tapi, teringat dekat cikgu practical ICT aku masa From2. She asked me "Ezzani, cita cita apa?" me"Peguam. hehe" her "Oh. patutlah petah bercakap" (i shouldnt praise myself. but this is soooooo... unforgettable hehe) I think her answer was a positive comeback. hehe.

 Nak  jadi Doctor. tapi........................................... tengok bakal doctors study macam lifeless je....... tapi baca novel Aa+Bb hehehehehehe

 Nak jadi Counselor, tapi, first, diri sendiri pun tak di-kaunseling.......... second, how much will i get paid ?


haih, i hate negative statements. i am such a optimist person, i cant think that way!  i can be anything i want, even a teacher. and you, you and you , cannot judge what i want to be, ogeh?!

*emosi*

Apa apa pun, i want to study abroad, maybe in London. my hope is, i dont have any 'culture' issues.. and i'll stick to gaya Melayu yang sopan santun dan Muslimah yang berjaya. eheheh . dan spend my freetime somewhere,  berlatarbelakangkan a breathtaking view with my my friends, studying. AND go to Holland during , pergi taman bunga with Nik and others :-) lepastu tetiba jumpa jodoh. Eh?!
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dah la, blah ah. aku dah melalut. i was actually wanted to update bout my trip to Singapore. but, takpelah. singapore je kan... ibarat jiran tetangga. lol

upcoming post; about NikAimiNabilah :-)


Assalammualaikum! Anyeonggg!